Interviews

I have an interview tomorrow for Sears in Oakridge. Not my top of the list job but whatever. Thanks to Aaron for telling me about the opening ("We can talk about pokemon if you're in my department!"). But I'm not all that excited about it. First, its far away from me. I never drive to Oakridge because I hate 85 and Oakridge is crazy. Second, I've never really been able to see myself as a department store person.
BUT!
I have an interview for the Plaza Theater in Campbell on Monday at 1 =DDD
I'd REALLY like to get that job. I really didn't think they were hiring. But they were, so yay!
Hopefully i get hired there. Pray for me..

WOO!!!

PIZZA TIME!

Also mom made cookies.
Yum =D

Alright

So following up on my last post.
I'm going to the doctor. Because, I'm just going to say it, it hurt like a mother when I tried to go to the bathroom. Which is both good and bad.
Good: Means its probably not ovary stuff.
Bad: There could be something wrong with my intestine.

So...lovely. I mean its weird because right now, I keep getting cramps along with this pain and I can tell them apart. The cramps are mild, the pain feels like a really tight muscle, but on the inside. The cramps are like "...poke." The pain is like "Hey, you like walking? I'm gonna make that hard for you to do! Awesome!" Bah.

Again, scared.

Scary?

Every since the Plan B incident about 2 weeks ago, I've been having off and on pain in my lower left abdomen and back. I had about 2 days of spotting (with quite a lot of blood) that I think was spotting. Because a period can't last 2 days, right? I need to start taking my pill but I can't until I start my period. So now I'm 1) waiting for my period to start (because if I hadn't had my weird spotting/ very short period thing I would be starting on the 29th) and 2) trying to figure out if this pain is something to me concerned about..

Shit I'm scared. Mostly about the pain. Very slightly over the fact that the condom broke. Since he didn't finish. And I took emergency contraceptive. So, the worry's still there but not fully gone. Just cuz I worry.

Anyway. Long story short, it's been a very long 2 weeks.

hey

I'm not happy.

EDIT: Nevermind. I'm happy again. Thank you Internet.

So this is what I want to do

Please ignore my terrible drawing skillzz. I ain't got no fancy pants photoshop. Also, I don't know where that red dot came from...>>
Aaaanyway.
Everyone's doing their college thing. Getting stuff pierced and drinking and smoking and inking themselves up. I decided I wanted to do a "F-it! I'm in college!" thing. SO! I want to dye my hair turquoise!
=D
*cricket cricket*
Alright I'm not doing to be dying my ENTIRE HEAD teal. That's just stupid. Just the ends! =D
*more cricket*
F-IT! I'M IN COLLEGE!

Late Last Night

I wish I could find that song. It was a song I listened to when I was little. About some guy who would put shoes on his daughter while she was asleep and then she's dream about what she was doing in the shoes. Like ballet and being a cow girl. It was a good song.
Anywho. Story time. A random thing that made my meh day get better.
So last night I went to Kevin's house. Driving there with Mike and Kev, Kevin started to talk about Felicia Day. If you don't know who she is, look her up. She's an actress (a beautiful actress) that used to be an avid wow player and is pretty much just a gamer now. How do I know this? She made a show called The Guild. If you don't know what a guild is, its a dorky thing from wow where you get into a group with...people...and...i dunno the rest. Its a group. On wow. >>
So we're driving and Kevin's like "She's pretty much the dream. That is the dream right there." I nod because, hell, if I was a guy, I'd tap that. Let's be honest. Mike pats my leg. I laugh and thank him for the 'It's okay, you're still my dream' pat.
"No," Mike says. "You are the dream.""I am not."
"No, you're pretty much the dream." Kevin said from the back.

All my nerdiness paid off. Made me feel better about myself.


Also, I painted my nails. They're awesome.

Huh

I'm actually updating regularly. Weird.
Today is just one of those days where you feel like crap. You know? Just a day where nothing's wrong, nothing's right. You just feel kinda down. It's not period stuff. I just feel crappy and slightly alone.
That's about it. I played a game in creating a meaningful life with my class after finding out my teacher has sleep apnia (sp?) and she could have a heart attack 0o. I love that teacher. I'd be so friggin sad if she died. But she said she's not going to die. She just told us to let us know. Scary stuff.
ANYWHOZLE
Yeah. Just not happy today. Yesterday was good but yeah. Just meh.
Anyway.
byes

Cool School

I'll be headed back to school tomorrow...er...today...in 9 hours.
So, I dunno what to do here, people. Nothing to do with school, mind you. Matter of fact, its work. I have to find a god damn job. The website Chanel showed me didn't lead me in any directions. So I failed at that. I need to find a job, whether at Jamba Juice or Starbucks or whatever. All I know is I can't do Noah's. Fucking A! Wake up at 4 in the morning? No thank you. And The Jungle....oh The Jungle. How I'd LOVE to make that much money again. I was SPOILED ROTTEN at that job (only because I worked my ass off. Literally stressed to shit EVERY DAY I was there. Not good.) but it was so demanding. It grated on me. And being the germaphobe I am, no way. Not again. I feel so much better now after a couple months without working there. So much stress gone.
But I need to make some money. I have about $200 left in cash and a little less than $400 in my account. I have about $1000 in inheritance to go in my account while the rest goes to some interest fund I think. Now, that's nice. I have enough money to get by. But I like having money coming in on a regular basis. It scares me not to. *shudder*
Anyway. Long story short: I want a job that isn't The Jungle. The End.
Night ya'll. I got school.