Bliss

I haven't been this happy in a very long time.
I love my job. I love the people at my job. I love my family. I love my friends. I love my boyfriend.
I absolutely love my boyfriend.
Like falling in love all over again. Really stupid and odd and sounds like something you'd hear in those cliche romance movies but honest to God something happened over the past month that just made me ridiculously happy and in love. It's not like I ever was thinking "God I hate him." But I haven't felt this strongly about being with him since the beginning of the relationship wore off.
It's been over a year now. It's so strange. Oo so crazy.
I am a ridiculously happy camper =)
Yay! <3

I haven't been in a good place for about a week. I've been very emotionally sporadic. I don't know why. It's really confusing me and worrying me. I'm kind of angry at myself for stupid things. I try to do things to make me feel better (i.e. writing, drawing, music) but I end up messing something up and getting upset. I feel like writing but everything I put down sounds like crap. I want to draw but every person turns out scratchy and terrible. I tried picking up my guitar but ended up seriously butchering the songs I knew. So I just kind of sat there and did family stuff all day. Lovely.