I haven't been in a good place for about a week. I've been very emotionally sporadic. I don't know why. It's really confusing me and worrying me. I'm kind of angry at myself for stupid things. I try to do things to make me feel better (i.e. writing, drawing, music) but I end up messing something up and getting upset. I feel like writing but everything I put down sounds like crap. I want to draw but every person turns out scratchy and terrible. I tried picking up my guitar but ended up seriously butchering the songs I knew. So I just kind of sat there and did family stuff all day. Lovely.